I'm not shy but I really don't want to share.
I don't find any excitement in a chick pulling my hair.
I look forward to being hit by behind by a manly thrusting.
Not curious to differentiate between a male or female tonguing.
I myself feel like I'm so much of a fulfillment I don't need anyone to go behind me to finish my work.
When I put it on my man, I conquer what's mine, he has no reason to wander under any new woman's skirt.
When he says my name he says it loud and clear, pronouncing each and every syllable down to the s.
I know I do a good job because when I'm done, he falls a sleep in my wetness.
And the next morning when I should be in the kitchen cooking eggs and bacon.
My man is in the kitchen thinking of the 3 meals he will prepare to thank me.
I get a gold star for effort and a gold metal for expertise.
How does it feel to wake up every morning by a man down on his knees?
I could never imagine a woman taking his place.
I could never imagine waking up to a woman's face.
I like a manly man with manly arms, holding me all night in a manly way.
I will never share a man with any woman, except maybe one time, before my wedding day.
August 27, 2008
Relax
When you slide it in my temperature hits at least 100 degrees.
Is it because I still love or have I been anticipating this for too long in my dreams?
Your chocolate swirl deep in my peppermint patty.
The thick sweet icing oozing out of my laughy-taffy.
Damn, I've been waiting, it's been so long but it feels so fucking good.
My legs are spread, my walls are open stretching to swallow your wood.
Home sweet home, as always I put that smile on Daddy's face.
Like habit my tongue no longer needs directions to find your special place.
Bodies twined into one, my legs made into pretzels and semi-circles.
Trying new positions, makes me horny, also wearing lingerie especially purple.
Talking dirty also makes me freaky, I know I'm a nymph at heart.
That's why I feel like I'm going through withdrawal when I keep your dick and my pussy apart.
No I'm no longer your bust it baby, this is completely on my terms.
In fact you can shut the fuck up while we fucking,
I know longer want to hear your words.
You telling me you still love me, why even waste your fucking time.
Close your eyes and squeeze me, let the milky-ness below my waste relax your mind.
Is it because I still love or have I been anticipating this for too long in my dreams?
Your chocolate swirl deep in my peppermint patty.
The thick sweet icing oozing out of my laughy-taffy.
Damn, I've been waiting, it's been so long but it feels so fucking good.
My legs are spread, my walls are open stretching to swallow your wood.
Home sweet home, as always I put that smile on Daddy's face.
Like habit my tongue no longer needs directions to find your special place.
Bodies twined into one, my legs made into pretzels and semi-circles.
Trying new positions, makes me horny, also wearing lingerie especially purple.
Talking dirty also makes me freaky, I know I'm a nymph at heart.
That's why I feel like I'm going through withdrawal when I keep your dick and my pussy apart.
No I'm no longer your bust it baby, this is completely on my terms.
In fact you can shut the fuck up while we fucking,
I know longer want to hear your words.
You telling me you still love me, why even waste your fucking time.
Close your eyes and squeeze me, let the milky-ness below my waste relax your mind.
Truth
You are the new first lady of his kingdom, tat of his name displayed on your back.
You are one of many with the identical permanent label above your crack.
So I'm guessing you did this to prove to him that you want to be the leading lady of his life.
In some stupid twisted way you display, he should choose you to be his wife.
Well what you tell me is true, I am the woman of his past.
But everyone knows, every baby daddy when it comes to his baby mama, thinks he can get a piece of ass.
So when you spend so much time trying to figure out what's going on, and whether love still exists.
Know that every time you piss him off, I am she he will always miss.
Realize that I'm not with him by choice, and if I wanted him he would be mine.
Use your brain ma, you yourself knows he constantly lies.
I remember when I was in your shoes, when I used to create excuses for the things that he do.
How I tried to convince myself to follow my heart, and ignore my brain, I know how it feels to be you.
I will always be the mother of his first and only child, so always remember that.
To be real, I'm not going anywhere, I'm a permanent fixture for a matter of fact.
Physically he is in my memory, but the emotions have been gone for a long time.
You can try to create as much drama as you can,
but MY baby daddy is all mine.
You are one of many with the identical permanent label above your crack.
So I'm guessing you did this to prove to him that you want to be the leading lady of his life.
In some stupid twisted way you display, he should choose you to be his wife.
Well what you tell me is true, I am the woman of his past.
But everyone knows, every baby daddy when it comes to his baby mama, thinks he can get a piece of ass.
So when you spend so much time trying to figure out what's going on, and whether love still exists.
Know that every time you piss him off, I am she he will always miss.
Realize that I'm not with him by choice, and if I wanted him he would be mine.
Use your brain ma, you yourself knows he constantly lies.
I remember when I was in your shoes, when I used to create excuses for the things that he do.
How I tried to convince myself to follow my heart, and ignore my brain, I know how it feels to be you.
I will always be the mother of his first and only child, so always remember that.
To be real, I'm not going anywhere, I'm a permanent fixture for a matter of fact.
Physically he is in my memory, but the emotions have been gone for a long time.
You can try to create as much drama as you can,
but MY baby daddy is all mine.
August 25, 2008
O
My legs high, a 90 degree angle
With my Back arched, I can grab my ankles
The pounding of your balls on the crack of my ass
While our body's smash, I can hear the splash
Slippery and tight, I work hard in overtime
Holding my lips tight, I love this grind
Fast and slow keeping our bodies in rotation
Tongue in ear, Concentration
Lay back flat, I'll slide on top
Lick you down to your tootsie roll pop
Turnover slowly, crack in face
Hold me tight while my body shake
Orgasms ripple through my body
My clit tender, I kiss you softly
Loving the attention you harden for more
Lick my bell, I'll open the door
With my Back arched, I can grab my ankles
The pounding of your balls on the crack of my ass
While our body's smash, I can hear the splash
Slippery and tight, I work hard in overtime
Holding my lips tight, I love this grind
Fast and slow keeping our bodies in rotation
Tongue in ear, Concentration
Lay back flat, I'll slide on top
Lick you down to your tootsie roll pop
Turnover slowly, crack in face
Hold me tight while my body shake
Orgasms ripple through my body
My clit tender, I kiss you softly
Loving the attention you harden for more
Lick my bell, I'll open the door
August 24, 2008
Nasty Nice
Love is supposed to be so beautiful yet in the end I end up in pain
My heart knows why I'm in love but my brain is done playing games
I can put the words on paper exactly what goes through my head
All I know is that love really hurts, count the tears I've already shed
So the decision I make to move on is concrete, but the notion of being strong lingers
All I can think about is how good it felt to be touched by his big masculine fingers
The thin line between love and hate, the thin desire to still want him around
Even though I know when I take him serious, I'm standing on shaky grounds
To leave him alone, with no turning back its easier said than done
I already know just calling his phone gives him the satisfaction that he won
To give that idiot any form of condolences is the last thing that I want to do
All the pain that he's caused, all the bullshit he's put me through
I can't elaborate on what the future holds, but my wall is stacked to the rim
These bricks are securely placed preventing me from committing new sins
I myself am aware that although I want to physically harm him, karma will come his way
And though I want to hurt him tomorrow, the revenge may come today
My heart knows why I'm in love but my brain is done playing games
I can put the words on paper exactly what goes through my head
All I know is that love really hurts, count the tears I've already shed
So the decision I make to move on is concrete, but the notion of being strong lingers
All I can think about is how good it felt to be touched by his big masculine fingers
The thin line between love and hate, the thin desire to still want him around
Even though I know when I take him serious, I'm standing on shaky grounds
To leave him alone, with no turning back its easier said than done
I already know just calling his phone gives him the satisfaction that he won
To give that idiot any form of condolences is the last thing that I want to do
All the pain that he's caused, all the bullshit he's put me through
I can't elaborate on what the future holds, but my wall is stacked to the rim
These bricks are securely placed preventing me from committing new sins
I myself am aware that although I want to physically harm him, karma will come his way
And though I want to hurt him tomorrow, the revenge may come today
August 20, 2008
Ass
Call me stingy but I'm reserving my pussy moving forward.
I know it won't be easy, I'll be putting myself through torture.
I love sex to death, but no longer will I base a friendship on how many times you make me cum.
Nor will I spend so much time thinking about the next time you gone give me some.
If I'm woman enough to solo take care of the lives of me and my son.
Than I should be strong enough of a woman to make it through the spell of a dry run.
Choosing to eliminate the burden of a hard dick.
Only now will I enjoy the satisfaction of a good lick.
It's hard to decipher a man's mentality from the actions that are shown.
But pussy is on a man's mind whether he's 22 or 40 years old.
I'm just so damn tired of hearing the same old bullshit.
We both adults be real is it that you just want to hit.
Why play games? Be honest. Sex is only an action verb, even though it sounds so sweet.
But moving forward I'll hide my sweet tooth, I'm now allergic to that treat.
No more booty calls. I will enjoy a full night of rest.
So if all you want is some ass, you can move on and settle for less.
I know it won't be easy, I'll be putting myself through torture.
I love sex to death, but no longer will I base a friendship on how many times you make me cum.
Nor will I spend so much time thinking about the next time you gone give me some.
If I'm woman enough to solo take care of the lives of me and my son.
Than I should be strong enough of a woman to make it through the spell of a dry run.
Choosing to eliminate the burden of a hard dick.
Only now will I enjoy the satisfaction of a good lick.
It's hard to decipher a man's mentality from the actions that are shown.
But pussy is on a man's mind whether he's 22 or 40 years old.
I'm just so damn tired of hearing the same old bullshit.
We both adults be real is it that you just want to hit.
Why play games? Be honest. Sex is only an action verb, even though it sounds so sweet.
But moving forward I'll hide my sweet tooth, I'm now allergic to that treat.
No more booty calls. I will enjoy a full night of rest.
So if all you want is some ass, you can move on and settle for less.
August 18, 2008
Swap
"Mommy I already did one more week?" My baby is ready to come home.
It's hard for him to understand because he's only 3 years old.
Mommy and Daddy aren't together, so instead of one house you have two.
But from the voice of my child I hear "Mommy I want to be with you."
In takes everything in me not to drop everything I'm doing, drive all the way to Jersey to pick up my baby.
I know I can't do that, because if I do, shit between me and the baby daddy will definitely get crazy.
Those days are over, I try to keep it chill even though I can't go a whole week with out wanting to slap his ass for real.
So until the time is right, I call continuously to make sure he's alright, even in his voice I can tell how he feels.
I tell him Mommy misses you I love you so much. He tells me that he misses me too.
It hurts so much in the pit of my gut for him to say Mommy I want to be with you.
It's unfair at age 3 he has to be passed back and forth between NJ and V-A.
Everyone tells me that he'll adjust soon, but I don't think he'll ever see that day.
Eventually he'll be older and to him I know through his eyes this is unfair.
I wish that he didn't have to experience the separation, but in reality it'll always be there.
So all I can do is wait till my week finally arrives.
Where I can hold my baby again and no longer listen to his cries.
It's hard for him to understand because he's only 3 years old.
Mommy and Daddy aren't together, so instead of one house you have two.
But from the voice of my child I hear "Mommy I want to be with you."
In takes everything in me not to drop everything I'm doing, drive all the way to Jersey to pick up my baby.
I know I can't do that, because if I do, shit between me and the baby daddy will definitely get crazy.
Those days are over, I try to keep it chill even though I can't go a whole week with out wanting to slap his ass for real.
So until the time is right, I call continuously to make sure he's alright, even in his voice I can tell how he feels.
I tell him Mommy misses you I love you so much. He tells me that he misses me too.
It hurts so much in the pit of my gut for him to say Mommy I want to be with you.
It's unfair at age 3 he has to be passed back and forth between NJ and V-A.
Everyone tells me that he'll adjust soon, but I don't think he'll ever see that day.
Eventually he'll be older and to him I know through his eyes this is unfair.
I wish that he didn't have to experience the separation, but in reality it'll always be there.
So all I can do is wait till my week finally arrives.
Where I can hold my baby again and no longer listen to his cries.
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