Nasty Nice

Love is supposed to be so beautiful yet in the end I end up in pain
My heart knows why I'm in love but my brain is done playing games
I can put the words on paper exactly what goes through my head
All I know is that love really hurts, count the tears I've already shed

So the decision I make to move on is concrete, but the notion of being strong lingers
All I can think about is how good it felt to be touched by his big masculine fingers
The thin line between love and hate, the thin desire to still want him around
Even though I know when I take him serious, I'm standing on shaky grounds

To leave him alone, with no turning back its easier said than done
I already know just calling his phone gives him the satisfaction that he won
To give that idiot any form of condolences is the last thing that I want to do
All the pain that he's caused, all the bullshit he's put me through

I can't elaborate on what the future holds, but my wall is stacked to the rim
These bricks are securely placed preventing me from committing new sins
I myself am aware that although I want to physically harm him, karma will come his way
And though I want to hurt him tomorrow, the revenge may come today