Sometimes I question why God would let certain things happen to me.
I don't understand I pray every night for the conclusion of my struggle down on my knees.
I'm only one person, I have no help, he watches me day to day.
I've learned my lessons, I've created new goals, Please God deliver me I pray.
When times get tough I remember that you have control over everything that I do.
I also know that until I put all my doubts in your hands I'm not completely trusting you.
For you will not give me anything I can't handle, I truly do believe.
But why do things get tougher, why do I have to struggle even when I know you love me?
I've made mistakes day to day, the mistakes that you have already forgiven me for.
I tell you I'm sorry I apologize for my actions, yet you continue to put me through so much more.
If only I could be rescued, Where in the world is my guardian angel hiding?
I need her beside me, I need her protection. I'm telling the truth, I'm not lying.
I don't think I've done something that is so bad I must suffer for my actions.
All I can do is fall back, hand you all my burdens so that I can relax.
Let you carry them heavy on your back, not trying to figure out why you do what you do.
In the back of mind I'm aware that there is a reason why I'm walking in these shoes.
About Me
- Princess
- I am young, black, and educated. I have a lot of things to say and I want everyone to know what's on my mind. I have lived a short life but have often been told that I am from another world. I have a three year old son that has inspired me to be all that I can be. He gives me my strength to grow up and work hard. I have learned how to be responsible and to be independent. I've also learned to express my emotions. My child means everything to me he is my inspiration for everything that I do. He has taught me to live my life to the fullest and to continue to do what is right regardless of the distractions put in my way. Ultimately I want to achieve all my goals and provide the best life for my son.
3 comments:
yes we must all have control and be accountable
have a gr8 weekend jones
Damn. I feel you, trust me I feel your every word. You are very versatile.
"I don't think I've done something that is so bad I must suffer for my actions.
All I can do is fall back, hand you all my burdens so that I can relax.
Let you carry them heavy on your back, not trying to figure out why you do what you do.
In the back of mind I'm aware that there is a reason why I'm walking in these shoes."
I understand where you are coming from. God hears you, like the title says Journey. He is taking you through these things for a reason. It will come clear once you really put all the things troubling you in his hands.
Great entry...
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